Atalist's Dungeon

Runaway, Runaway, Hide. Take this burden, and bury it inside time is against you now. No one is on your side. so run and hide child, say goodbye

I live in a time where people lie. to hide the burdens the bury inside. but why oh why do we try to run? away from the truth, the warm calming son. I have tried to cry my sorrows away. get rid of the lies that always stay.

Period. What a way to end things. End the flow of conversation, time, a sentence and life.

Close your legs, sit up straight. The proper ettiquette for a mans bait. Look perfect day and night, Fix your hair and make sure it's right. Do your nails, shave your legs, do anything that a man begs. Show no imperfections, to get a mans erection. Be thin, Show skin. Colour your hair, Cake on your makeup. No pain no gain. Can't help but feel pretty don't even think about being witty. Suck it in and stick it out. stop complaining, what do you have to cry about. All this pain to be a lady. To bleed is to bare. you have a responsibility, this face you share. If only I could breathe, they tighten the corset's weeve. Don't talk, it's impolite. man I must look a sight. Don't speak unless spoken to, mind your manners you. perfection personified in each move, no comfort will I find, nothing to soothe. I look in the mirror. I am so gorgeous, but feel so ugly. The joys of being a woman.

Keep to the beat, Keep to the pace. Don't try to lose, the excitement of the chase. The pulse is the rhythm, the energy is the drive. The movement of reality. The strength survive.

Keep the beat, Keep the pace. Don't try to lose, The excitement of the chase. The pulse is the rhythm, the energy the drive. The movement of reality The strength to Survive.

To think of all the times we have been together Two years it has been The many trials, tests and games aside, I believe I have found my equal, my match. A partner in crime, to do my evil deeds. like running through the night with nothing but a smile, or to go swimming at a private beach, jumping in and finding weeds. Everything is out in the open, the way it should be. Even when I screw up, without a thought you forgive me. I don't deserve such a partner, such a friend. But here I have you, hopefully till death do us end. If you asked me I would say yes. No questions asked, no reservations at all. I would do whatever it takes I am willing to be at your beck and call. I think that is all I can say at this moment in time, I want to be yours and I want you to be mine. I will wait to see what you are to do, I will wait for as long as it takes till I finally get what I want... You.

Passionate, I am now a symbol of lust and anxiety. I am strong and tough, yet weak and demure. A contradiction that boggles many. Profoundly different. Unable to kill the very demons that strike me down. To think I started out so simple, The little barefoot blonde soaking herself in warmth of the sunlight, dipping herself into the calming coolness of the essence of life. Purity and innocence reflected in those waters I spent so much of my childhood in. Now when I look in I see a different view of life. Reflected is a complex firey red head. Stubborness still remains but the goals have changed. Now she sees her future, her hope and her fear. Life was much simpler when the main goal in life was to be happy, free from restraints, to simply, Play.

A child so innocent, born of beauty and grace. To protect this innocence a job for many, for his mother. She, the corrupted having a child to remember, remember when she too, was innocent. Still that was long ago, when life was simple, when a holiday didn't make her feel horrible, when it didn't make her worry about life, merely just a present of age.

How can beauty, grace and poise be so accurately reflected in one? How can such a gorgeous creature exist; more importantly, how can I be counted among his beloved?

Venemous, Hateful, Spiteful eyes gaze out from under a visage of beauty. A blonde crown adorns the head of the "princess". Aloof to a fault; evil personified. Cain to my Able Sibling rivalry personified The beautiful snake so alluring; yet full of venom and spite due to her need to wriggle in the dirt like the common people she despise so. how dreadfully appropriate.

The white satin sheen hangs perfectly. Untampered Shimmer. Colour and life are reflected with every breath from the wind. The shining sun is now shadowed by billowing chaos. The light is a reminant of what once was. Shaking in disagreement, it starts to sway; to move. It changes so suddenly. As if effortlessly. The colour is lost now. Extrovert in black and white. It dances in the shadows, as if playing with them. Suddenly colour is brought back. Exploding rain drops silently make their mark. It stains perfection with a crimson essence. Colour is restored, but the life that once was is now lost.

Welcome Everyone! I hope that if you have stumbled onto this site by accident, chance or on purpose, that you enjoy what you read here. I have put alot of work into getting most of my thoughts on paper and am hoping you enjoy what has come of it. Feel free to let me know what you think as this is my first time conveying what I feel to world. I would also like to send special thanks to my friend autumn who helped me to see why it is so important to share. thanks, Lindsey