Grow up you pathetic little child See your arrogance in full view. You hurt everyone you love everyone you once knew. You called a lot of people friends, but they are now long gone. because you got tired of their way, and had to get what you want. It isn't enough to hurt your friends, family is important too. To hurt the ones you love with your bile, and physically hurt them too. Grow up little child, I am sick of your shit. I am done with your pathetic antics... This time it's you I quit.
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It has been 19 years and I vaguely remember the day, I remember my father giving me the news and thinking of how sad he was. All I could do was hug him and think of his loss. It didn't hit me until later of what I lost as well. I lost a grandfather who was kind and endearing. In that instant I thought of my dad as someone who needed consoling, not me. December 6th 2004 It finally hit me of what I had lost as I lost again. Two grandfathers gone in december... and everyone wonders why I am not a fan of winter...
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Tis the season to be merry and yet I have lost my merriment somewhere. Maybe it left with the snow as the rain swept across the province, or maybe it has vanished with my dying grandmother. I just can't seem to gain the perspective of a child for christmas. I have lost my excitement and rush... I miss the spontaneous rush of meeting new people, Of getting out and enjoying the company of others. I want to fly and yet I feel like my wings have been clipped. I need to find my home. My happy again.
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It's late and I probably should be sleeping, I can't explain the empty feeling I feel. It cuts through me... like the silence of the bodies in this apartment. I just need to feel and to feel more than existing. All I have done in weeks is school and worry about others. Things are going to change. I am not worrying about other peoples problems. In the silence I figured things out I have set myself free.