Atalist's Dungeon

Little starling, Your heart shines so bright, in the day and through time, I see you in my dreams at night you are no longer a dream a vision, asleep you lay beneath your mother's breast, my little dreamer you will stay.

I haven't posted in awhile.  my life sort of turned topsy turvy for awhile and then the most miraculous thing happened.  My life sorted itself out and I ended up here, with a happy life, a great partner and children.  I am not sure how that happened but it did and I have been sitting here contemplating my life and how I got here. There are certain things I feel like I need to say but haven't had the time. The topic "what happened with my marriage"  I avoided, the thing I didn't want to talk about because I didn't want to defame anyone or shed doubt on the person I was married to. Now let's be clear, that isn't what I am intending to do here. My hope is to explain myself to myself. I doubt anyone reads this any more but it is more of an exercise for me, so if there is still someone out there who reads this then this should be quite illuminating.  Alright here goes,  My marriage  It started out like everyone else's does. A boy thinks he l...