Shitty Friends
This is going to be a bit of a rant so I do apologize. If you are not in for this then turn back now. Okay, still here? Here's the thing, I have been struggling as of late. I have been having a hard time with the illusion of friends who are not friends. I would like to call them "shitty friends". When Kolby and I split I didn't ask anyone to choose or push any agenda on people. I didn't feel like people needed to choose between him and I. We could be friends and I would put the effort in to meet them half way. Well, two years since the split and I am still dealing with the fallout. Some of the people I thought would be there have been but then there have been people who are trying to remain friends just to know what is going on with me. Almost like a spy or rather just to know things they hang out on my social media and report back to whomever as a method of gossip. The moment I decided to go on and leave him they immediately quit putting the work into our r...