Atalist's Dungeon

I have never been shy about the things that make my life or break it. Call me liberal or a snowflake in my resolve but I am an extrovert and put things out there... or rather I used to. It has been awhile since I have put anything out there so this feels like a giant leap for me. My world has changed in a pivotal way. I had children. Yes, anyone reading this is going to say "oh here she is about to wax poetic about the joys of motherhood" but that is not where I am going with this. Fundamentally I changed. I changed in a big way. motherhood does that but more so I found myself. I found my strength and realized I could accomplish more than I gave myself credit for. I am motherfucking SheRah and all that is womanly, while at the same time still being me. How did this come to pass? Was it a simultaneous thing or was it a slow transition? I cannot really say. What I can say is that I found myself. In a dark time in my life, I found me and have never looked back. The frustration I...

I haven't been on this in awhile... probably because life is busy, I have kids, I have a life outside of the interwebs. I am working full time, planning a wedding and trying to make deadlines and ends meet and all the while, this space has been in the back of my mind. I miss it. I miss the place where I used to go to work out all of the difficulties of the day and just vent. Just to say what I want to say without consequence. Just to put it out there and know that it is there. So here is what I am going to try to do... check in once a month. That shouldn't be hard right? well, life happens. My youngest is turning 1! My first baby is almost 3 and the little lady is no longer little. How did the passing of time speed up to lightning speed? and how do I make it stop?