Okay
I have been feeling okay. Not just okay, but more so that the world is not a dark and horrible place. Let me explain, I have had many rough things happen in the last couple of years. I lost both of my motherly figures. Both are gone in what feels like a blink of an eye. My moms, my rocks, and my support. My mom died in an arduous battle with lung cancer. My mom was a hard person, she lacked a way to communicate her feelings and was generally not the mom you saw on TV with close relationships with her daughters... My aunt however filled that void. She was constantly calling, messaging, checking in, and telling us how proud she was. She was the one who wanted to connect with us and for Carly and I, advocate for us going out into the world and being the free spirits we were. When Mom was annoyed that we were doing something she disapproved of, Aunt Kathy was there in our corners to advocate for the ridiculous things we were trying to do at the time supporting us and telling Mom...