My insides hurt,
I am laughing on the outside and crying on the inside.
Its a tormented, twisted reality.
I don't know how things progressed here or what to do with it?
I am at a loss.
Another year older and still no absolution.
Sadness creeps in and yet I sit ...
unable to move or think.
Dig me out of the precipice I am in.
tears stream forth and leave me feeling a familiar ache.
Love lost is a misappropriation of a wanton heart.
Fill my solace with the contentment that it is better this way.
changes will come and Everyone will be better for it.

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