Lust, the rhyming couplets

I am having a craving,
of the despicable kind.
I am lusting for you,
you are always on my mind.
I talk to you,
and blood rushes to my skin.
My heart beat quickens,
I am dying to let you in.
To feel your warmth,
your kisses on my lips.
to look into your eyes,
as I swing my hips.
To shake and shiver,
move with delight.
To push you to the brink,
with every little bite.
To think about these things,
drives me wild.
its a torment I must bare,
until no longer riled.
I miss you,
in an animalistic way.
to not feel you,
brings me great dismay.
Hurry up and get here,
so I can feel peace.
So these cravings can be real,
and my pain will finally cease.

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